When I was a teenager my father rubbed something on my toe. It caused a corn which felt uncomfortable. I was half asleep but I noticed what he was doing. I told him I would go to a doctor and seek justice. The next day he rubbed something else and the corn from whatever liquid he originally put there went away. A few days passed and he did the same thing again.

I plan to explain this to my general doctor, regardless of him passing away, so that it can be put in his file. -That he tried to disgrace me and control me through discomfort.

I tried rubbing cream that helps it, it split into two now, so I guess I need a better cream.

When I was young in one of our buldings, the super needed to fix the heating system in our apartment. He opened the cover in front of me and the lid fell through. I grabbed a strong magnet and put it on top of the lid, and then pulled the lid through, as a handle for the lid. Then I made it stay up with a screwdriver as a wedge.

Later on I met him and gave him the magnet. For a while we were friends because of that.

It may not be the first time that this has happened, the thought that you could use a magnet as a handle for when you can't grab something. But it's a meaningful memory.

Part two.

When I was young in Bulgaria I asked my father if anything helps eyesight after using a computer. He replied "When you look at something far away, such as outside your window."

It is at this point that I thought that if we have technology which helps us look around, while we are outside after school or work we could look at various things in the distance, such as buildings and trees. I explained this to him and told him one last thing. "If this technology is made, this may be obvious to you, but don't do it while crossing the street."

So you see, aside from love and romance related things I feel that I've helped improve people's eyesight greatly through simple things that we can do.

As of recently I found a neat gadget in the internet. It's something that keeps solid things from falling down the drain when you use the sink. A much longer time ago in Bulgaria we designed something similar when I saw he left something that looked like a miniature metal trashcan on the table. We tried using it after I told him to and mom's bracelet nearly went to the sewer. We dismantled a horizontal pipe and retrieved it. I noticed what was wrong with it. The button was on the outside of the trashcan so jewellery could fall through... But because I was young I noticed how useful a better version could be.

Let's say occasionally debris that doesn't cost money falls in the sink... Such as facial hair. This would clog the sink eventually. My mother's bracelet was 100 levs this was the 1990s and I asked him how much a plumber would cost to repair clogging. "If he has to replace pipes... 350 levs" I asked him if a person would have to miss a day of work to greet the plumber... That's also the clients paycheck for the day. Even though what we made costs only maybe 5 dollars currently... Meaning the normal version... This can save gold. But I think as I told my father "we need to make gold in order to save gold" (I meant that he needs to not miss a day of work and that the plumber can do some different more required work during their time.

I realize that my previous post linked to this makes me seem like a horrible person, so I have to fill it in with more details.

After I spoke to my aunt at home she said that she was angry with me. My mother said the same thing in the other room in our apartment in Bulgaria, but I told her directly "Okay, her legs may be very slightly weaker during her life, but she powered through, so her heart will get much stronger from those stairs, which means she would live much longer."

At this point my mother took a pause and just stood there saying nothing.

She walked in the other room after about 15 minutes of looking at me in shock and spoke with her while sitting there. My aunt was happy that I asked her politely, assertively, to continue climbing up the steps in the mountains in the village we were in during summer vacation.

So I guess I could say only one thing to all middle aged people. Your bodies are fairly strong, but after coffee, alcohol, and sometimes previous smoking -your hearts are weak. Even if your body feels tired while walking somewhere... or for some reason related to a child's liveliness... climbing steps... power through. You'll live much longer, and you'll still be able to walk everywhere you want to and climb to your apartment floor or workplace.

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Post Scriptum: A few days passed and I said something which is a bit silly. "Do you think if my aunt's heart is stronger she would re-gain the small amount of strength she lost in her legs with time? Maybe they'd get stronger as well?" My mother said nothing, my aunt was somewhere in her apartment or at work.

P.P.S. I am not a medical professional, which needs to be written as a disclaimer, so everything I type can be taken lightly.

When I was young I noticed my father was using his computer. I told him "Dad, I want to prove -That I am not an ignoramous. What if you could use the eyesight technology we talked about to look away from something. You use your computer to work. You look to the left, or right, then to the other side. For a moment -You're not staring at your screen, so your eyes get better. Watching a film, or a music video -It may be ridiculous. But for long periods of work -This could save people's eyesight."

This is small, but it can be significant, for example if it's done once per hour.

When I was young one of the first thing that happened is... I didn't know many words, so my father filled in a conversation.

When I spoke for a couple of minutes I used more words to describe words in Bulgarian that I don't know. He filled it in using single words.

Now I can translate the whole memory for you into english. (I spoke very slowly at the time; It was one of the first things I said.)

"When we eat hard food we become stronger but our teeth get weaker. When we eat only soft food our bodies are less strong, but we preserve our teeth. People have already thought of this before. That we should eat different food groups, portions of them.

This says more about it. We have something called durability. A person may have very big teeth, but they're less durable. We should eat hard food sometimes, such as nuts, and soft food sometimes, and everything in between as long as it's healthy for us."

We continued speaking and he gave me a coffee. I asked if there's a machine that can make nuts into a powder. "Peanut butter." I answered "I understand why kids eat it. I continued by asking him "What can make more money, a strong body or a strong brain?" He answered "Brain and added, it depends, sometimes it's body."

To finish this speech up I guess I can say:

We've made advancements. Peanut butter is old. As of when I was a teenager and spoke with a woman... Almond milk. As of recently -Pistachio latte. We're becoming stronger as a population.

I had asked him if there's a machine which can make hard foods softer, and asked if it could be used to make other foods into a powder.

These are good for the older generation, to preserve muscle and be able to walk longer, or carry groceries.

I can say one last thing:

Many people say gum helps tooth decay. Don't chew gum too often to prevent tooth decay. Your teeth don't feel. Sometimes there isn't even a cavity. But they lose durability. They may be larger, but they get weaker.

I continued speaking with my father. "A bunny eats carrots, but a bunny is small, so it eats one carrot a day. For 20 or so hours its saliva is cleaning its mouth. Animals never have cavities, because they're small, so they eat for a short time."

If I can give you one last advice, based on so much experience viewing work both in real life and on the internet, that can help you to work: Don't eat too much of one thing. Protect your eyesight. Protect your hearing. Protect your teeth.

Aside from that I guess I can say one final thing... For people who need physique, I found something where you can put almonds or pistachios and turn a handle and they turn into powder, walnuts, any nuts really. You can probably find something similar by doing a google search.

"Belthagor stop trying to beef up the police" -Palmettohoney

Aside from what I wrote before about my inner strength, even though I've lost weight, that I had in High School, there is one other reason I had this.

A long time ago my father got me a 20 pound dumbbell, and for a while I decided I should learn proper form before lifting it.

I very rarely lifted it and stopped, but I did something else, which may have been ingenious, but simple.

All you would need to do this is 2, lighter dumbbells. It's a basic movement.

You keep the weights in your hands with your arms downward at your sides, then rotate them outward not all the way.

Rotate your hands innerward while holding them.

To explain this in a way everyone can understand it. Let's say your hands were open down at your sides and you were looking in a mirror. You would see your palms. Rotate your arms and your palms are inwards facing the inner sides of your body. Now. Do that while gripping two 5? pound dumbbells.

It's something no one has done before, so after doing it for a few minutes, men realize how weak our arms really are... You aren't raising your arms but your forearms do all the work and you feel it within a few minutes.

They get stronger with time.

A discord user commented originally when I said this and I thought it was interesting so I have been quoting it repeatedly...

"Belthagor stop trying to beef up the police." -Palmettohoney

A while ago, since I have a black and blue inside out birthmark on the back of my forearm I went to a tattoo artist and asked him in theory that when people have something that looks ugly maybe another person doesn't want to ruin it, so maybe I would have strong arms. (Typo from remembering the memory incorrectly, corrected.)

I spoke with my father and showed him the birthmark, he said I would have very strong forearms; both from that one spot, but weak biceps.

During summer vacation me and my aunt stopped by a place with a sign. "This Church requires you to go up 2,000 steps."

I wanted to go and my aunt walked with me. She was tired near the top but we moved through. She sat inside and the Priest helped her recover.

I only asked him one thing. "Iskah da pitam vas edin vapros. Religia pishe che mush trabva da obicha zhena. Udar mahva lubov. Knigata pishe da pozhelish pruchkata e deteto da pravi kakfoto iska. No pochti vseki otgovori na tova sus ne. Chuvek me pita kakfo misla che zanchi. "Da ne troshish pruchki, e deteto da pravi kakfoto si iska. As byah edinstenia chuvek koito otgovori sus "da" " Ah, kakfo moje da napravi edin sveshtenik vuv sredata na nikade."

[I wanted to ask you something [So I climbed these steps, I could have even climbed them if they were 10,000 steps.] Relligion says that men must love women. Being hit removes love. Your book says "Spare the rod spoil the child" But almost everyone answered "no" A person asked me what I think it means. Simple... "That you shouldn't break sticks, and the child should do whatever it wants." I was the only person who answered yes. Ah, what can a Priest in the middle of nowhere do?]

He said nothing, but after my aunt went to another room for food and to go to the bathroom plus some healing cream for her legs, when we were leaving he was writing something. He passed away later.

My legs got stronger, my aunt had soreness the next day after but hers got a bit stronger for her age.

Much later on, because of the 2000 steps I realized something the gas being used on me does. It harms legs. The people using it don't want me to be able to walk. They want to make me crippled.

Before I came to the US I spoke with my father. We had a very short conversation.

He was in the dining room which is connected to the kitchen, and had arrived from work.

I walked in the room and we looked at eachother's faces and I began speaking. "Sega shte ti kazha neshto koeto misla che e nai intelligentnoto neshto koeto sam kazal vuv moia zhivot. ... Imame nushda ot pari za da kupim hranata." [Now I will tell you something that I think is the most intelligent thing I have said in my entire life. ... We need money to buy the food.]

We took a pause while looking at eachother and said nothing for about 10 minutes.

I added "Sega, kakfo mojej da izmislish ot tova bez contecst?"

[Now, what are you able to create based on this without context."

We took a longer pause and both of us said nothing. At least 15 minutes passed.

I walked in my room.

Bulgarian language is very different from english, so I have to explain the memory in more words.

I didn't mean that my father should work more so we can buy food, or that we needed more money, we were about average for our standards while living in Bulgaria.

In english, using more words to transform the memory into something legible I would use two phrases.

The first is: "People need money... In Order To ... buy food."

The second is: "Money is used to buy food."

As you can see, for a 3 or 4 year old, the memory is very plain, but it's something we can all agree on. Maybe it could stop problems in the world if someone says this to a person causing this. Maybe it could stop child abuse... I don't know.

I think alongside all the speeches I made on belthagor, dormantaccount2, dormantaccount3, and dormantaccount4, this would be the final memory that I can remember. I only spoke in Bulgaria for about 3 years before I arrived in the US. I think I covered everything except for insignificant bits and parts here and there.

In one word I can explain the words: Fact.